Saturday, January 24, 2009

numb

i have no idea how life is supposed to be right now.
i have no idea how i'm feeling either.


but anyway.
after reading cliff's blog about the 2 different regrets there is to life.
i guess it gave me somewhat of a different perspective on some things.
it helpd me alot. we'll see.



i have a dance competition tomorrow which i really don't want to attend.
or maybe i'm just really lazy.


besides that,
i am just glad to say that we cleared things up, and put everything aside and worked it out. im glad we said everything we needed to say. i am glad or actually, WE're glad to know that karma is coming around to bite him in the ass.

maybe some things in life are getting better.
all i gotta do is
hope for the best
and expect the worst.


ps. i am going to start the process of changing for the better
gonna get rid of my bad habits and well you know all that bad stuff. haha.
well and learn to say NO. i have to stop feeling pity another and think about myself too .. think about what i want.
yup. i'm doing this for myself and no one else. think whatever you want. but i know what i am doing.


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