i will just say it here.

you'll probably ask why i just didn't come to you.
but its just so much easier to have my complete thoughts out.


its been months already since you two have been talking. i am so happy for you, but on the real if he can't treat you the way he should. then please wake up and smell the coffee. you sure as hell don't deserve the shit he gives you. you ask me for advice, i give it to you. but if you can't follow up on the advice just cos you don't wanna hurt his feelings, then please don't ask for it. i know its all gewd to listen to your heart. but trust, im not sayin you're stupid . i know you know what you are doing, but don't get caught up in this jingle jangle. you don't need the stress. cos with that stress .. we can't even talk its just frustrating for the both of us. people always ask me if i'm even comfortable with the fact that you guys are dating. and i respond with a "idc, just as long as she is happy and treated well". what else would i want for a beestfriend? ugh bill even asked me don't i want the best for you. well duh. but its the same o same o all the time. so i dont even know whats the best for you anymore. just keep your head up high though. cos everything will turn out for the better.