free write

from here on out i'm going to write WHATEVER is on my mind. judge me or whatever. idc!


1. i really dread dance nowadays. sorry if it feels liek im letting the team down. i'm really trying not to! but my excuses are legit.
2. i need to start studying for finals .. NOW. too bad im too lazy
3. i have too much on my mind .. my head hurts
4. i want some strawberry cheesecake ice cream reaaaaal bad
5. dance doesn't make me happy anymore .
6. i can't wait to get out of rowland
7. this year so far has given me many surprises. it surely has blessed me with the very few close friends <3

lastly 8.
i need to stop analyzing what i did wrong or what went wrong. cos now i realize that i didn't do anything wrong. this is your lost, not mine. i dont wanna be sad or ignorant about this anymore because i am stronger and smarter than this. i tried talking to you, i did my part, but with your choice i guess we're not even friends anymore. i really hated the fact that we didn't talk or the fact that u couldn't even look at me. but if you want it that way. i respect that. you could have maybe handled the situation better and more maturely especially at your age but that's just you i guess. well i'm willing to talk anytime, but it's all up to you.


oh and i heard the song "the general" today and it reminded me of anthony's bday in 08 before summer, before school ended. ahhh i miss you guys so much. i miss it so sosososo much. i would love to repeat those days <3333