bittersweet

the house is more quiet nowadays.
it doesn't feel like home.

lately i have been feeling kind of empty. but i can't imagine how many parents are feeling.
"my social life is slowly dying" as adriana, monique and i would say. haha but idgaf anymore because the true ones will stick wiht me through thick and thin .. i'm starting to learn who they are. and those are the few that i love to death. i thank god for them every day and every night. <3



hm..
my mom took me out today, some bonding time, something this family never does. it was good though.

when i got home..
kanow came over at 745pm for a short 30 minutes just to catch up on our lives.
jacky came over at 830pm to help me pack everything.
it was really fun cos we were able to talk and learn more about each other.
i love my neighbors <3

after he left i cleaned out my drawer, i was able to look back and read old journals, i gotta say it did make me laugh. it was trip down memory lane :)
well i'm not done packing or anything, but i'm almost there. just gotta tidy up a little bit.
14 years of memories have gone through this house so quick. but like my mom says.. "you gotta move on and keep going"

i used to dread and cry on not wanting to move. but now that i think about it, i am glad for change and i am glad that i am moving. it took awhile for me to get used to the idea of moving but now im so for it, that i can't believe its happening so soon. i can't wait til summer .. maybe even a bigger change. we'll see.

goodnight.